I want to apologize about the really slow completion on the commissions, but i promise my commissioners that they are getting worked on!

Things are still piling up on me regarding school and health and just problems, however, im's slowly working my way through it all to try to fix what i can and deal with what i cant. I honestly couldnt work through all this without the support and advice from my boyfriend and best friend and mom. My boyfriend does whatever he could to make me feel better and i love him so much and miss him more than anything! I wish i could see him more often though <3 i couldnt ask for a better boyfriend than him :3 my best friend deals with being around me almost 24/7 and im suprised she doesnt want to kill me or something hahaha and my mom, damn, my mom deals with EVERYTHING i throw at her. i can tell her almost anything 98% of my life she knows about and is still supportive. Whatever i choose to do she'll still love me as a daughter and help me in any way she can...

I couldnt live without any of them and i dont ever want to go through life without them in it but i know that at some point ill have to go through days without them being right by my side, lets just hope i can push that as far back as i can. well, i guess im already doing that with my boyfriend and my mom who are both hours away from me...why cant they just be close by dammit!

my main problem right now is finding a house to rent where i can keep my dog because of my stress related attacks..or my..anxiety disorder for lack of a better term (i forgot what the actual disorder is called but its along those lines. honestly.)